MUNCY STATE PRISON
December 23rd, 2024
Monday
9pm
I had Paul look up Lolita on the internet. She may not have died by suicide. [2025 update–she did] It’s under investigation. But that’s what they always say when someone here dies. A lot of rumors are swirling around. People are saying that she fell and hit her head, and then nobody checked on her. She was dead at 6:15am, but they didn’t come to get her until 9:30am.
I wonder why.
Zuko says she would feel a little better if it wasn’t on purpose, if her last moments weren’t filled with hopelessness and despair.
I don’t know.
Is neglect better than suicide?
Is a preventable death better than on purpose?
We got a new cellie today. She gossips a lot, and imitates the Vietnamese lady down the tier.
Hm.
She says she leaves in three weeks.
December 28th, 2024
Saturday
Tiger’s birthday.
Neither she nor the boys answered the phone.
Daisy thanked me for being her friend today.
We did 80s makeup.
I’ll take it.
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