MUNCY STATE PRISON
February 16th, 2025
Sunday
6:03pm
I called Motorcycle today, and he acted completely normal, like a psycho. Like he didn’t spend the entire visit telling me how he ruins people’s lives on purpose.
On Valentine’s Day.
He said he was just edgy and needed some rest, so he took some weed honey and slept all day yesterday, which is why he didn’t answer the phone. I feel sort of like I’m the crazy one, like I’m making this stuff up.
Fucking weird.
I miss Zuko.
Even though we live on the same Unit, I never feel like we have enough time together. And we spend hours a day with each other in Common Room.
Paul messaged me that he was having a “crisis,” and to call him, so I did today, and he acted completely normal too.
Like–what is going on with these men??
February 18th, 2025
Tuesday
11:25am
I talked to Tiger last night.
She was a total asshole, but I was glad to talk to her anyway.
I’m going to break up with Motorcycle today. I don’t want to fake it anymore.
Zuko wrote me:
Hey Beautiful 🙂
I cannot get enough of you. I have so much fun when we’re talking and making up fucking ridiculous shit together. Lol 🙂I feel high. I’m high on you. It’s lovely. I don’t even care if you don’t get the plumage right, I’ll still marry you every day for the rest of my life, which is forever, cuz I’m immortal and all that. Good times and bad, rich or poor, sickness and health, even if you have tiny clusters of burgers on your ass 😛(Asperger’s).
I love you.
I loved the lyrics you wrote. Who is it? Please don’t say Taylor Swift 🙂. I love feeling your hands on me. Thanks again for the massage, babe. And it was cute that you kissed me then, cuz it’s normal 🙂. I’m manifesting us being affectionate and lovey whenever the fuck we want. And a nice big bed for us to enjoy each other in. Kissing you as I walk you over to the bed, and pausing to take your shirt off. Smiling and kissing you some more while I run my fingers across your body, up your back, and unhook your bra 🙂. I kiss you down your neck and across your chest and pull your bra straps off your shoulders one at a time with my mouth. You pull my shirt over my head and wait for me to take off my sports bra. We kiss passionately as I carefully guide you down onto the bed and start kissing my way slowly down your neck…chest…Imma hang out here for a second… 🙂…and down your stomach.
Let’s get your pants off.
You’re so fuckin’ sexy. 🙂
I kiss my way up the inside of your thighs and slide my fingers under your panties so I can get them off. We kiss some more cuz we can’t get enough of each other.
You stop so you can get my pants + boxers off too, so we can feel each other’s bodies pressed together.
You feel so fuckin good.
I need all of you.
We stare deeply into each others eyes + I whisper “I love you” + you whisper “I love you” back.
We kiss passionately while my hand explores your body carefully, gently, while I learn every part of you.
I kiss my way down your body again + run my fingers up your inner thigh.
You are a Goddess, I worship you with my tongue.
Slowly at first, tasting all of you. 🙂
I take my time so you can get as much pleasure as possible before I focus on your clit, gently licking and sucking on it, driving you fucking crazy.
You’re moaning and breathing heavy, so I keep the same rhythm with my tongue and mouth and slide my fingers into you, which sends you over the edge.
You pull me up to you cuz you need my body against yours, so I wrap myself around you before kissing you.
You’re beautiful and so fuckin’ sexy.
OK, so I manifest that. Feel free to also manifest some things. 🙂
I need dinner, + then meeting + freezing our asses off for meds, + then a little chill time before we have jobs. 🙁
I miss you, Sprout.
Thanks for telling me how to hold your hand.
I love you + I don’t ever want to hurt you.
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