October 13th, 2026
Tuesday
1:10pm
The 0101 angel number (or 01:01 on a clock) is a spiritual sign representing fresh starts, inner alignment, and a prompt to trust your intuition.
Core Numerological Meanings
• Number 1: Symbolizes new beginnings, self-leadership, willpower, and creation.
• Number 0: Amplifies adjacent energies, representing infinite potential, the divine source, and spiritual flow.
• Combined Energy (0101): Functions as a celestial “green light” or wake-up call to step out of your comfort zone and take action on your personal growth.
Key Spiritual Themes
• New Beginnings: According to wikiHow, it signals a positive, optimistic shift or a clean slate in your life’s path.
• Heightened Intuition: It encourages you to lean on your inner guidance and higher self rather than relying solely on outside opinions.
• Personal Development in Love: In relationships, it highlights the need for self-love, emotional clarity, and a positive mindset before building or renewing a connection
Balance and Duality: The alternating sequence points to the harmony between inner reflection (0) and outer action.
1:25pm
So, I didn’t save the world again.
I did, however, manage to forgive my mother, which had a startlingly lightening effect, like a literal lifting of a burden off of my shoulders, it felt like.
Like I could even breathe easier.
She apologized.
For the way she treated me when I was little.
So, I forgave her.
This, in a dark, cold hospital room, after the police brought me in–me in blue paper “clothing”– handcuffed and bleeding from the knees, bruises on my arms where they twisted them behind my back to be arrested for “Disorderly Conduct.”
I forgave her.
For she was just a child herself.
Maybe, in another world, in a different age, I would have been a rotten mother too, to a set of unwanted and ashamedly born twins.
She asked if she could hug me.
I said yes.
She reminds me of Sassypants, my cellmate, who murdered her two, or was it three (?), children.
Not a motherly bone in her body.
Never for me, anyway.
Does things because she “should.”
Adheres strictly to sets of rules.
She said when she came in, “I came because you said last time nobody even showed up.”
I said, with my face already puffy from sobbing, now with new tears welling up,
“Yeah.”
“That’s how people show that they care, Mom (which came out “bob,” because my nose was so stuffed up).
“They show up.”
She then shocked the living hell out of me by coming over to me and hugging me fiercely, while whispering in my ear, “We CARE about you, Jessica.”
Which made me cry harder.
Why do I never feel that?
3pm
Angel number 0300 blends the amplification of zero with the creative and spiritual vibrations of three, serving as a divine reminder to trust your intuition and focus on personal growth despite any lack of clarity. In numerology, this sequence carries specific symbolic meanings broken down by its digits.
Core Meanings of 0300
• The Number 0: Represents eternity, wholeness, potential, and the beginning of a spiritual journey. Doubled as ’00’, it magnifies the universal energies and God-force surrounding you.
• The Number 3: Symbolizes creativity, self-expression, optimism, and the presence of ascended masters guiding your path.
• Combined Energy (300): Acts as a conscious nudge to let go of doubts, listen to your gut feelings, and appreciate the support of the universe and people who helped you succeed.
Key Themes
• Clarity: Do not let uncertainty paralyze your next steps; focus on what brings fulfillment right now.
• Intuition: Pay close attention to your inner voice and gut feelings.
• Pay close attention to your inner voice and gut feelings.
• Gratitude: Acknowledge the divine support and meaningful relationships in your life.
I told Motorcycle that I release him. He can be free from forever looking after me, and being my keeper.
It must be a relief, to him.
I hope it is, anyhow.
I’m not good for his mental health, and I know this about myself.
The episodes are closer and closer together now, making the roller coaster ride unbearable.
It is too much for one man to bear, and it isn’t fair of me to ask him to.
I release you.
Be free.
3:22pm
Angel number 0303 symbolizes creativity, communication, self-expression, and divine guidance for fresh opportunities in your life.
Core Numerology Breakdown
• The Number 3: Represents imagination, inspiration, social connection, communication, and creative expression.
• The Number 0: Amplifies the numbers around it and represents infinite potential, divine energy, and spiritual alignment.
• The Sum (0 + 3 + 0 + 3 = 6): Reduces to the number 6, which vibrates with themes of home, harmony, responsibility, and love for those closest to you.
• Guidance and Signs: Combinations of 3 and 0 are a sign from the universe to listen to your inner voice and trust divine timing.
So, that’s the gist of it.
I stood in the road.
I said I was Jesus.
The police came and tackled me.
Motorcycle 302’d me, however, since I didn’t hurt anyone or say I was going to hurt myself, they couldn’t hold me legally.
Eventually came in and just said there was a “snafu” with the 302 and they couldn’t legally hold me.
So, I sat in a paper gown and cried for 12 hours, and had to ask for basic necessities like food and water, and soap, and toothpaste.
That’s how UPMC treats mental health patients.
Like animals.
Like inmates, in fact.
I would know.
I must have heard the word “policy” over 100 times in that 12 hours, because I kept asking questions about why they were treating me so very poorly.
They wouldn’t give me any of my personal belongings, lest I kill myself with them.
Motorcycle brought my computer, which I begged and begged for, so that I could write, and do something therapeutic, at least, in this wasteland that they deem a “hospital,” where unwell people are apparently supposed to be able to heal of their own accord, without any help at all from the staff of the “hospital.”
But I might have strangled myself with the cords, a man mentioned.
So there’s that.
They give you nothing.
Not even a pen and paper, or a book or something. They just sit and stare at you, and type in their computer anything that you say.
That is how psychotic, or suicidal, patients are treated, I guess, at this “non-profit” “hospital” they call UPMC Cole, here in Coudersport, Pennsylvania.
Apparently there is something therapeutic about blue paper suits.
Maybe the people wearing “suits” who make the “policies” about how human beings are treated when they have a mental breakdown should have to be degraded into getting stripped naked of all of their personal clothes and belongings, including any jewelry–like wedding rings–that they have on, and be placed into a blue paper suit, and then be put into a room with nothing, except only another person staring at you, writing down what you say, while they are making their “policies.”
